5 senses, 0 you I spotted you across the... idk

5 senses, 0 you

I spotted you across the room yesterday,

But it wasn't you,

Faded colors,

Blurred expressions,

It was you, but not the one I knew




I heard you laugh yesterday,

But it was different,

Not loud enough it made my ears hurt,

It wasn't normal, wasn't contagious,

Wasn't true




I felt you yesterday,

But it wasn't your hug or your high five,

It was the weight you shouldered,

The blank space you chose to keep empty,

That I wish you didn't




I caught a trace of your scent yesterday,

It wasn't so familiar,

But I recognized it immediately

It carried something I don't want to remember

Because I know It wont ever come back




To you,

From me,

I never thought I'd actually mean this…

I want to say I miss you,

but those words dont belong to me anymore