It’s hard to wake up in the middle the... Meansomch

It’s hard to wake up in the middle the night and find myself thinking about... us. So much time has passed but tonight I see I couldn’t sleep anymore. It has become a habit to think about it before sleeping, but right after I usually fall asleep. This time it happened diferent: I don’t know if I slept and woke up or I just couldn’t sleep. I was wondering if it was real on the other side.. but I just can believe while dreaming awake. I don’t know to whom, but I pray. I pray to myself maybe. I need, as soon as possible, a “spray to forget”, but it has some smell that reminds me you.